urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme with NO regrets Missy 2005-06-22T18:33:54Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:72575 2005-06-22T18:33:54Z 2005-06-22T18:33:54Z the radio well my internet hasn't been working so i'm on my parents comp. my comp. should be getting fixed today!!!<br /><br />this weekend is CARLSBAD!!! :) can't wait!!<br /><br /><br />CHELSEY I MISS YOU!! I WANT YOU TO GO WITH ME ON SATURDAY I FORGOT TO ASK YOU WHEN I CALLED YOU THAT ONE DAY. IF YOU WANNA GO CALL ME! ITS A DAY AT THE BEACH WITH THE 2 CUTEST KIDS EVER!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:72244 2005-06-17T00:18:00Z 2005-06-17T00:18:00Z Mariah Carey- were belong together Summer has been going good!! Last night I picked up Jess and off we were to the beach to have a bon fire with the boys. it was cool. it was red tide so the waves were green when they crashed! so pretty!! on the way home jessica played on joke on adam and he got VERY mad at us but it was funny shit!!! then this morning we had to wake up and go to dustins house to do courtneys hair for her graduation! then we came back to bed!!!! then i took her home and off i went to work. short day, which was nice!! weekend is almost here i wonder what will happen?!?! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:72140 2005-06-13T19:37:04Z 2005-06-13T19:37:04Z 112 - anywhere Best way to kick off my summer! Del Mar Fair friday night with my love! The fair is my favorite!!!<br /><br />Saturday night...matts house with my lover and chelsey! don't remember who was all there or who all went over there....i had a "date with the toliet" in matts words! can't wait for more fun nights!!!<br /><br />yesterday chelsey and matt were cracking me up fighting over the front seat! god there losers!!!! TACO BELL was the best!!! "Can I have a Dr.Pibb" and matt telling the girl she deserveda raise. i love hanging out with him!!<br /><br />today time for me to go to work! ahh!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:71821 2005-06-09T13:44:56Z 2005-06-09T13:44:56Z <font color="#cc33cc" size="7">ITS THE <font color="#33ccff">LAST</font> DAY OF <font color="#33ff33">SCHOOL</font>!!!! YAY!!! <font color="#ff9900">SUMMERS</font> HERE!!!!!!!!!!</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:71604 2005-06-07T03:15:16Z 2005-06-07T03:15:16Z the dream big song <p><font color="#3333ff">Prom was one of the best nights ever! Everything went so good! I couldn't have asked for a better night. I got all ready and then I headed over to Jessicas to see my beatiful girl! then back to my house to put my dress and all those last minute things! Then off i was to Adams. His mom was like in shock when she saw me. then we went to eat at the brigatine. It was alright. Nothing special, its like all sea food and i don't like sea food. but we got to prom took our pictures and then off we were to dance. then we went to kelly's hotel room at Paradise point...nicest hotel room ever! i was in love! then we headed back to my house. got home took all my hair out and i was OUT!! i was one tired girl! </font></p> <p><font color="#3333ff">my uncle bought a new truck and for those who know my uncle this is a big step in his life and he couldn't be happier!!</font></p> <p><font color="#3333ff">well anyways its time for me to do some things and then make some dinner!! hope everyone had fun at prom{who went}.</font></p> <p><font color="#3333ff">I'll post pic. of prom in a lil gotta wait for all the pictures!</font></p> <p><font color="#ff9900" size="4">SUMMER IS IN 2 1/2 DAYS!! YAY SO EXCITING!!!!</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:71202 2005-05-29T21:50:06Z 2005-05-29T21:50:06Z *nOtHiNg* I just thought I would let everyone know...i went tanning for the first time in my entire life today! I was scared that i would get locked in the bed but jessica let me know that they don't lock! and they had standing up beds, it was cool. and jessica got my FREE starbucks! i love the girl! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:70705 2005-05-20T02:26:45Z 2005-05-24T02:55:30Z Mariah Carey - always be my baby Well nothing new going on. Adam got accepted to Point Loma...i'm happy for him. i leave tomorrow for Santa Barbara and I cant wait. I just need a weekend away from some people! work is driving me crazy. the ppl there annoy me so much!!! oh yeah i spent $40 on food for me and jess on the train..haha!!! well i have to finish packing and eat dinner...BYE!!!<br /><br />adam hayes kilander...i don't know if you will see that but i'm gonna miss you this weekend. i love you to the moon and back. and i can't wait to see you Sunday!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:70448 2005-05-10T01:14:41Z 2005-05-24T02:57:36Z Tim McGraw- my best friend I haven't updated in a while. Nothing really exciting has been going on, just hanging out with the same ol' ppl. Nothing new. I finally hung out with my nukka! Aww its always great hanging out with her! We bought my shoes for prom! I can't wait for prom...its gonna be the best ever!!!! Schools going good, except my student teacher is a BITCH! I have to go to saturday school this weekend..how lame! Then I'm having a Jessica Saturday. Hanging out with both Jessicas! :) I leave for Santa Barabra not this weekend coming up but next. I can't wait, its gonna be so much fun. Buxtons going with me, its our last trip there! :( Bummer! Well I have gay birds and my mom is making me go feed them...see you guys later! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:70271 2005-04-26T20:07:58Z 2005-05-24T02:56:12Z the tv Well I haven't updated in a while. My weekend was great!!<br /><br />Yesterday I got really bad stomach pains and ended up having to have adam come pick me up from work then going to spend my night in the doctors office. they're still not sure whats wrong with me so i'm just kind of chillin hoping the pain will go away. They took my blood, x-rays and even hooked me up to IV! I was so shocked! I've never had an IV hooked up to me, it was kind of scary because I didn't have adam with me, which made me sad but if i end up going back hes going with me! :) but i'm gonna go lay down...NO WORK TODAY! i just have to rest and hope to get better!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:69968 2005-04-18T04:57:40Z 2005-04-18T04:57:40Z Country Music Well lets see....Adam is being the biggest sweet heart EVER!!!<br /><br />Friday Night - Adam took me to get dinner then to the drive-ins to see Fever Pitch, we met up with his friend and his girlfriend. Fever Pitchw as sucha good movie. Then we went to Cory's to get Ryan, said Hi to everyone then left. He took me home because I had work early. <br /><br />Saturday - went to work at 6:00 in the fricken morning! AHH! Then after work, Adam just so happens shows up at my house when I was trying to take a nap. He took me to Hanger 94 and bought me a cute shirt. Then we went to Chillis. After lunch we stopped in and said hello to Kim! THen went into Tilly's. Adam bought me a new purse because my other one was "old and dirty". Then I wanted to go to Target to get another bathing suit so we did. Adam ended up buying that for me too. I love him. Then we went to McKees to swim, which was fun. After that, we went to Adams. THen Adam and I went to my cousin, {I missed him so much} But that got boring so we went to Adam's cousins house. Oh man he cracks me up. Then I was pooped so I came home. <br /><br />Today - Adam came over at 9:00 and woke me up. We went to breakfast and the coolest old fashion cafe ever and we got our food sooo fast! After breakfast we drove all the way to Fashion Valley to get Adam's mom a giftcard to Nordstrom but what do you know they weren't open for another hour!!! So we drove back home, went to Ryans. They went swimming then it was time for us to leave to go pick up Adam's parents from the Airport. We picked them up and then went back to Ryan's. HUng out for a lil then left and went to Adam's grandmas for his mom and aunts b-day. {they're twins} Had dinner then i came home to get in warmer clothes, then off we were to Adam's cousin Travis's house. Hung out there then I had to come home so I could do my fricken essay. I hate school!!<br /><br />My parents left today which i couldn't be happier!!!! School is lame. I had the best weekend!!! I love Adam Hayes Kilander to no end! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:69724 2005-04-11T01:45:43Z 2005-04-11T01:45:43Z George Straight - I want to dance with you Well I haven't updated in a while...past week I hung out with Adam and the boys. Yesterday I spent the whole day with Jessica Asaro. It was fun. Hung out with the boys. Went to work today...came home to do my gay homework and laundry. waitin for adam to come over...don't want to go to school tomorrow its gonna be lame, because its the convention but oh well...i can't wait for summer to come so i can go to the beach and swim! :)<br /><br />i get paid tuesday!! YAY! can't wait for that paycheck... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:69592 2005-04-01T02:35:02Z 2005-04-01T02:35:02Z John Micheal Montgomery - I love the way you love me DISNEYLAND WAS A BLAST! I had the best time ever with the best person alive {Adam Hayes Kilander} I couldn't have asked for a better time at disneyland. we left at fricken 5:00 in the morning! it was nuts! adam got us there in hour and about 20 min. it was cool. so we were there way early so we went to McDonalds so adam could eat then we went to some Market to buy a camera. then we went to disneyland, parked and waited in the line for about 15 min. then we were in! we left kind of early to beat traffic. we went out with matt and his bro. it was exciting we left for a little in duane's truck then he called and said not to come back so we had his car for the rest of the night, i got to drive it almost all the way to the beach but we decided to come home so we went to Erik's house then I had to come home. work the next day was sick! i got a dollar raise, got paid and got to go home early! i was so happy! work today was lame! adam's mom came home from France last night. She bought me this key chain but i don't know what it stands for, she has to explain to me. but i got to go hang out with matt and adam! peace! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:69156 2005-03-29T02:09:57Z 2005-03-29T02:14:04Z KottonMouth Kings and 50 cent with Chelsey and Danae! Well lets see...Spring Break has been great! <br /><br />Thrusday Night: It was Matt's b-day, Me and Adam went to dinner with matt and his parents at Trophy's! It was soo much fun!!!Then we went to Spencers and bought some shit then back to Matts to set up everything. Then we went to Jimmys, hung out there. I got to meet Jimmys sisters from Boston. It was fun!<br /><br />Friday Night: it was Matt's surprise small party! It was fun! Me Nicole and Ryan went to the 99 cent store and bought fire fighter hats for everyone to wear and we got a vest, whistle, walkie talkie, badge, and axe for matt to wear. then we had pizza and my ice cream cake that I made! after that we made our way to Christinas NEW house that has NOTHING in it! it was weird. then i came home and fall asleep real fast!<br /><br />Saturday: I got a facial and it was the best thing I ever had in my entire life! I want to go agian! They feel unbelieveably good! Then I met up with Danae and chelsey and everyone else down at the beach, but I didn't stay long because I had to get ready. Then I came home did my laundry. got ready then picked up chels and went to matt's. it was pretty cool over there. <br /><br />Sunday: woke up went to church. after church i came home and danae came over. we were really bored so we took my dresses to my grandmas because i don't have much closet space. then we went to the mall...EVERYTHING except the resturants were closed...oh yeah Sears was open, we went and looked around Sears. Then I wanted to go to Target so we went to the TOwn Center to see if anything was open over there but no nothing was. Oggis was, so we stopped in and chatted with Ms. Buxton! I love her! After that we finally made our way back to my house, so Danae could die my hair. It was supposed to be blonde highlights but pretty much all my hair is blonde! Then I went to Danaes with her to show her parents, then I picked my NUKKA! And all met up then we went to Ryans, then off we were to Lake Jennings!!! Oh man, I love my friends!!! It was another adventure spent with my favorite ppl!<br /><br />Today: woke up went to work, met up with Chels and Danae, danae got her hair cut, me and chels went to Tillys and decided what were buying for eachother! Oh god I love the girl! THen I went to the bank and back here. Just hanging out. Waiting for my lover to call me...TOMORROW IS DISNEYLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait! But we might be going to Lake Jennings agian tonight...not sure!<br /><br />I hope everyone is having a great Spring Break! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:68949 2005-03-24T01:45:56Z 2005-03-24T01:45:56Z The News Yesterday I got off work...went to Adams hung out with him and ryan then we went to Ryans house so the 2 of them could go swimming in ryans freezing pool in there wet suits! ahh it was the funniest thing ever! then ryan and adam decide to take a "power nap" they slept for almost 2 hours. I was sooo unbelieveably bored! I kept waking up Adam, finally I got them up, and went back to Adams. Me and Ryan went to McDonalds then back to Adams. Then we went to Ryans to sit in the jacuzzi. I came home and passed out! Today...I took a lunch break and went to Adams, he made me lunch! I love the boy! Then after work I went to the bank, Michaels, and Food 4 less. I'm making Matt a ice cream cake! This will be an adventure! I'm excited...his b-day is tomorrow! Now I'm waiting for my hunny to get off so I can see that sey boy....see ya guys later!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:68740 2005-03-21T01:16:35Z 2005-03-21T01:19:07Z KottonMouth Kings! <p><font size="7">I MET THE <font color="#33cc00">KOTTONMOUTH KINGS!!!!!</font></font></p> <p><font color="#6666cc">It was the best night ever! I got ready with Amber then I went to Chelsey's picked her up, went to Ryan's met up with the boys and we were off! We got there and KMK wasn't there and they weren't performing till 9:10. But there was still a DJ and me and chelsey were the only ones out there dancing on the dance floor, not to mention the first ppl out to dance! Adam left at like 10:15...because he got sick of waiting for KMK to get there....2 minutes later they got there! It was a blast! Me and chels were right up in front. Chelsey got to sing, I got up and danced with them. The guy with the Mask made me a poster and tired to give me beads but someone took them from me! AHH!!! Chelsey got beads though! Then after wards I got all of them to sign my poster and my pass then when I was trying to leave Albert stopped me to tell me Adams keys were in his car and Adam was down here in El Cajon and he had been drinking so I had to drive down here get the keys and go all the way back to Singing hills to give Albert his keys. Then I came home and me and Chelsey were out! MAN OH MAN! Long night of dancing. But it was the best night ever!! It sucks for all of you who couldn't be there! Sorry!</font></p> <p><font color="#33cc00"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font color="#ff6600"><font color="#333333">Today's my brothers 19th b-day, just going to dinner and what not. Its also Eriks and Matts mom b-day</font>.</font></p> <p><font color="#ff0000">Today is mine and Adams 9 months! Man I love him! :) </font></p> <p><font color="#ff0000"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font color="#ff6600">I can't wait for the beach and Disney Land with Adam! :)</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:68498 2005-03-19T01:37:17Z 2005-03-19T01:39:09Z *the T.V.* Well my internet hasn't been working so I haven't upgrade. Not much has been going on. Tomorrow is Bri's party! Wahoo! I'm so excited! Adams taking me to dinner tonight! :) I love him! Then I have no clue whats going on. I'm just hanging out at my house waiting for Danae to stop by and Adam to get off. Spring Break officaly started but it sucks because I have to work 6 hour days over break! AHH! I'm not excited! Not sure what else to say...so I'm gonna go! BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:68323 2005-03-05T22:27:12Z 2005-03-05T22:27:12Z Faith Hill - take another piece of my heart So last night was Pepper Night at emilys...went good except i had to leave early because i had gay work!!! it was soo gay waking up at 5:30! but work went by soo fast! then i came home and went with my parents to home depot then to get lunch. after i ate i didn't feel too swell, so i just layed down. then i got in the shower and for some reason our hot water isn't working which was soo gay!! so now i'm waiting for adam to come over so he can finsih putting my sub in my car! :) then i'm gonna slowly get ready for tonight! :) Farrells for Jessicas b-day.........FINALLY!!! this will be a fun night. see ya guys later!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I cant wait for SPring Break....me and chelsey are gonna go to the beach to watch the sun rise and set...oh how romantic is that! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:68024 2005-03-02T15:11:37Z 2005-03-02T15:11:37Z Andy Griggs - she thinks she needs me Well everything is good with me and adam! :) Sunday he came over at 8:00 nad made me breakfast! I love him. Then I got to work with DANA!!! I was so happy! Then monday i hung out with adam and took my dress over to his house to show his parents. His mom liked it. Adam came over last night. This friday I'm going to Emilys for Pepper Night and then Saturday night I'm taking Jessica to dinner for her b-day. And saturday night were also having a party for Grant! :) I can't wait for the weekend!! So yeah thats whats going on with me....but I'm gonna go get ready. Peace!<br /><br />I get to go to the gym today with Jessica! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:67682 2005-02-26T23:54:55Z 2005-02-26T23:54:55Z Sara Evans - I could not ask for more Yesterday was Jessicas birthday and oh man it was a good one! She was mad because she thought I had to go to work but really me and chels were going to surprise her!! We bought ballons, silly string, made her a cake, bought her peanut butter {don't ask} and a "Happy Birthday" Crown. We went to her house and we snuck in and sprayed silly string all over her! It was great! Then Matt, Jimmy and Nicole came over. We had cake then got in a silly string fight. It was a blast. Then me and chelsey came home, Adam came over and we went to my cousins. It was fun. Then came back here and yeah.<br /><br />This morning got out of bed, we went with my mom to take my grandma to the airport then to get our eyebrows waxed and go to Target. Then we went to Prevue and got my dress for Adam's prom!:) Its beautiful! Then we came back here and watched a movie and I slept since I didn't any last night. Then we went to Danas to get the Notebook but Chelsey ended up going with jessica. so now I'm just laying around thinking and thinking.......:( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:67387 2005-02-22T01:35:20Z 2005-02-22T01:35:20Z Mark Wills - nineteen something Yesterday went to work and it went by pretty fast. Came home and adam came over. We hung out all day! It was wonderful! We went to Prevue so I could find a dress to wear to his prom....well I already found one but i had to show it to adam on me! he loved it so were gonna buy it! :) Then we came home and watched "A Cinderalla Movie!" :) I was so happy he actually watched it with me. Then we went to the drive-ins with matt and jimmy. we saw "Hitch" That is a great movie and we started to watch "Boogyman" but i got scared. and i didn't feel good. So we left and adam bought me a salad from Jacks and we came back to my house and ate it. Then I took him home and passed out!! This morning I woke up and went to Target then to Submarine. Adam came over and we ate my sandwhich together! Then we layed in bed together till we both had to go to gay work. Work went by sooo fast, which was wonderful. Now I'm waiting to go to Adams for dinner! Tomorrows school....blah! I don't want to go, but oh well. I hope everyone had a great weekend and I can't wait till Spring Break...its next month! :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:67325 2005-02-20T17:18:36Z 2005-02-20T17:18:36Z Rascal Flatts - bless the broken road Last night was a blast! Well....Adam came over and we had the most wonderful time ever! Then we went to my cousins and theres ppl still there and passed out all over the place. its funny. but then Dan took me and adam to get some beer and my smirnoffs! :) then we went to nicoles and picked up ryan jesson and alex. then stopped at corys then came back here. adam called my mom and told her we were having a poker party. ahh it was fun! danae and breanna came over and we played go fish and uno! it was fun! then adam kicked everyone out because i got a lil drunk and wanted to pass out! so he layed with me till i was like asleep. then he left. and for some reason I woke up at 7:15 this morning, which was gay! so now i'm waiting to go to work, i really don't want to go but oh well its money! today is mine and adams 8 months! man i love the boy and these past 8 months have been the best ever! hopefully tonight we have another night like last night but my brother will be home....:( maybe he'll be cool about things. so yeah work is gonna be gay and i don't want to go....well i'm gonna go chat with ppl and then get ready...peace out everyone!<br /><br />adam I love you with all my heart, even when i disagree with what you do I will always love you just as much! you mean everything to me and you are a huge part of my life! these 8 months have been the best and we have many more to come! i love everything about you!! thank you for helping me with everything last night! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:66982 2005-02-19T03:01:38Z 2005-02-19T03:01:38Z Clay Aiken - invisible Hmm...this week hasn't been a good week....nothing is going right and when i think things are gonna start getting better they just get worse. i've been crying a lot and i hate it! hopefully this weekend without my parents will help.....:/<br /><br />Sometimes I feel like I'm not even heard or noticed.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:66812 2005-02-15T20:13:25Z 2005-02-15T20:13:25Z I woke up went to school, didn't see adam till after 3rd then at lunch me and emily walked to my car to get a book and adam had put heart stickers all of over my car! it was cute. then i went to work and came home and cooked our dinner! then adam came over with the biggest teddy bear ever! I was soo happy! It was a good night....this morning i woke up and went to the gay denist and followed my mom. then came back and went to school for about an hour and 1/2. i was supposed to go hang out with jessica asaro but i have no gas! :( but i'm supposed to be hanging out with adam so hopefully that follows through.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:66465 2005-02-13T01:04:38Z 2005-02-13T01:04:38Z Tim McGraw- just to see you smile Thrusday night I was supposed to stay the night at Emilys and drink but Cory ruined it all. And he was being a dick so me, matt and jimmy went to my cousins and adam met us there. Hung out there for a while then I came home. Friday I woke up from adam calling me and then he came right over and we layed in bed together, then I made him crepes. We had breakfast together! :) It was cute! Then he had work and so did I. Went to work an hour early to get some more money! Then I came home and ate some food then Danae and Stacy came over. We left, picked up Nicole and went to the cermic cafe so me and nicole could make our boyfriends picture frames for v-day!! I can't wait!! then adam matt and ryan just happen to show up there! AHH! Adam always has to find out his presnts. It was gay. Then we took Nicole home and came back here. Hung out with Danae Stacy Adam Matt and Ryan. Then by 10:15 everyone was out of here. I had work at 6:45 this morning! It was unbelieveably gay! I was so mad, that we actually had to sit out side, at least we had something covering us. After work I came home got money from my mom then went and got me and my dad mexican food. ate that then went with my mom to the store. Got a lot of good food. Then I slept till 4:00 and got in the shower and got ready. Now I'm waiting for Adam to call me, because I'm going with him to his Grandpa's b-day dinner. I'm kind of nervous. After that I'm coming here because its my moms b-day but i guess were celebrating it tonight. Grant JoAnn, Mick and Vick are already here drinking! I don't want to come home, there gonna all be drunk and annoying! But what else is new. I hope everyone had a good 3 day weekend! Peace! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frogsrforme:66183 2005-02-11T01:41:05Z 2005-02-11T01:41:05Z Reba McEntire - and still I got my hair cut last night! :)<br />Today was a good day but at the same time really gay! This morning I woke up got ready left for school. Today I had periods 2{english} 4{us history} 6 {physics}, my boring long day. english was soo gay, ms.sheldon sent me and emily to T.A.S. because we didn't have our books so we sat in a tailer that was 50 degress for an hour! It was unbelievably gay! 4th block got better just sat and talked with emily and matt. then at lunch me and emily said fuck it and left. we went to her house watched "The Notebook" I didn't get to finish it though! :( I'm going to tonight though! :) Then I went to work to get yelled at because my shoes have no back! Oh my god I was so mad! BUt now I'm home, I'm going to dinner at Adam's tonight! :) And then were gonna make our way to Emilys! :) I'm excited for tonight! NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! YIPPIE!!!! But I'm gonna go chat with my mom and wait for adam to get off! See ya later!